i just realise..my english is getting so teruk..i bet now too..

what is happening ?!?!?!

just woke up. and video call !!!! amal was away with her laptop..while baby was being so bitchy with me...thank you so much..well now..i am just listening to gossip you ladies are babbling...huhuhu boring ku waaaa !!! be..sakit telinga ku mendgr ko menaip aaa..hahahhaa..nahh beranti tia yaaa..pham kali yaaa...

and now amal is telling me why she is fat..she is eating jobliee everyday..WTH !!

jogging !!! huhuhuh...

i am jobless. tonnes to revise for this friday exam. dum dum dum shakala shakala babeh !! ~~ lapar ku. saja mahu update.

love you.

damn.. i just have to agree with you on this. yes this is what happen when anger strikes all in a sudden. like..macam macam will be in you head. other than that..

" STUPID is KAU, BODOH is YOU !! "

wow..i love it. nyaman rasa nya hati.

la la la la can't wait for July.

i woke up, checked some mails, had shower then it was strawberry dip with double cream time. yum yum. this is how i look when it comes to eating strawberry. ohh damn right i am in my mood after eating it. so who ever is planing to ruin my day. you better take on step backward and BACK OFF !! =) ohh well..i love strawberry.

been listening to this song over and over again this past few days. i guess i am addicted to it since it really suit my mood at this very moment. posting it, just because i wanna share ya' all..

Taking back my love - Enrique Iglesias ft ciara



Go ahead just leave,
Can't hold you,
You're free
Here, take all these things,
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
'Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve
To be left here hurt?

You think I don't know
(uh huh)
You're out of control
(uh huh)
And then I'm finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold
(uh huh)
You say it ain't so
(uh huh)
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love.

Yeah
What did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet
All that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys
That's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh, yeah)
How could you believe them over me?
I'm your girl
You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh, yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I gave you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)
If I had nothing would you want me to say
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

yeeepeeeee... !! ok..i am really bored at the moment..but for the info..i am not happy..i repeat..i am not in my happy mode..anymore yelling anyone ?? anymore harsh words ?? i am sure i still can take it..i was flicking through my notes today..trying to get the revision mode on me..but yeaa..it's building up..and i found lots of memories written on my notes...funny one should i say..and LAME too !! lol...one of it was super duper lame..this is how it goes..

everytime i keep my eyes off you,
i want to see you more.
everytime i try not to ask 'how are you',
i care about you more.
everytime i warm myself with blanket,
i need your warm hug more.
everytime i hold my hands together,
i want to hold your hand more.
everytime i try to fight this feeling,
i miss you more.
everytime i try to hate you,
i love you more.
everytimr i try to avoid you,
i want to be with you more.


see it is super lame.

The day i had smile on my face right before fever strikes me..
i am being really lazy. everything started to hurt. here and there. i miss you pumpkin..i wish you are here for me. i just can't wait to see you again. soon.

anyhow..sorry for making this blog dead. i don't know what to blog and now i don't even know what to say more. i am still weak. i need meat !! other than that, i need to push myself to study. exam is just right at the corner..uhh can't wait for holiday..*heaven* ohh yeaaa.. i am a b1..NOT a b2..


la la la la la la la la.

i miss lil soldier. and to you abg..where is my stuff ?? *sigh*


love you over there.

happy 20th birthday to me.