Life full with colours

i feel like blogging again today. why ? please don't ask me why. i just feel like it. currently i am listening songs from my iTunes, from one song to the other. eventhough it craps so much..i still tend to listen to it..over and over again. that pretty shows i am extremely bored..baby is on the other side of the webcam. i mean..over there..aaaaaa please just get what i mean..what i have in mind right now is 'when the heck am i going to study?' the thing is..i do wanna study..but..myself won't let me. how bullshit is that?

what takes him too long to get here :(
i need you my butterfly. *sounds gay to you?*

what makes me more upset right now, i can't stop eating. my habit is hunting me down again. muching non stop til i sleep. i am getting fat, seriously i am. my cheeks are like pig. the gravity pulls the cheeks down so much..


hmmmmmm i miss you. strangely..i miss arguing with you. because it helps me to understand you more. ohhhh baby is buying ticket right now.. jeng jeng jeng ~~~~ with his serious face..typing all the information in..going from one part to the other * he is actually doing it right now while i am typing this* now he wants to type more and more information in..wow..he can't even smile a bit by doing it..i guess he is serious..

i think i better stop.
love youhhh baby.

goodnight people.