Life full with colours

if i am not wrong, would i be right ? but if i am right, would i be wrong ?
i can't say more. i tried my best, but i ain't giving up yet.
i won't try it again now, maybe sooner or maybe later or maybe just maybe.
letting the heart to heal up, and one day..only scars will remain.
tears ? it's my hobby now.
laughter ? only when i am around with the guys and the moment with boyfriend.
hoping ? every single day wishing it to change. even if i die, the hope will remains hoping until it changes.
strength ? there is a limit.
study ? i am somewhere in the middle.
sadness ? is tears best friend.
joy and happiness ? is what i've been waiting for.

current mode ? sad and studying.

p/s : i just had the mood to update again. soooo suuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh